Details of War Machine’s suicide letter leaked

Former MMA fighter War Machine attempted suicide last week in a Las Vegas jail. Now the details of what was meant to be his final words have been released. In the letter, War Machine claims he still loves Christy Mack, his ex-girlfriend that he beat within an inch of her life, but also blames her for his current circumstance.

He then tries to justify the beating, by saying he was stunned when he discovered her infidelity, and saying “Finding what I found that night was devastating to me, more than you will ever know,” adding, “not just the unfaithfulness, but the way u cared for him and protected him.”

War Machine says in the note this time he’d let Christy’s new boyfriend Corey Thomas beat him up — because he believes she would have stopped the guy and kicked her new dude out.

He then sinks into a world of self pity … “I still don’t understand how I got into this mess.  I don’t know why this had to happen.  My life was going so well.”  He then has the balls to say, “I forgive you, please forgive me.”

In addition to those comments, he says the charges are “fantasy,” that he should’ve been charged with domestic violence but not rape, attempted kidnapping, etc. He also says he wasn’t meant to live in this time, thanks his family and apologizes for letting them down.

You can read the whole letter on TMZ.

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